Cold Sunday Night
05.13
Dear you,
How can i feel this much about you?
Even you seems like don't care at all...
But still...
I keep telling my self to stop!
And i've always tried to...
But i can't...
If only i had an eraser in my mind,
I would like to erase all thoughts of you...
...and feel nothing.
But i don't have one...
Well, as i expected, you've changed.
I'm a bit surprised, but, time can do anything, right?
And time had changed you....
...and (sadly), me too.
But ain't this weird?
After a long loooong time passed,
After i had forgotten you,
After i said that i won't looked back at you confidently....
Suddenly,
This warm feeling towards you is growing.
Like a flower in my brokenheart...
I don't know who's the hell watering it,
because you know, the flower is growing fast.
And now, i feel so desperate.
Desperate because yeah, I'm back!
I have became the old me, the old me who loved you....
...but deeper than before.
Ah...
I swear i didn't made a plan for this!
This shit kind of feeling just suddenly hugs my hearts.
Sometimes it feels warm, but actually it is cold. cold. cold.
Hurts.
I'm sorry...
I think i have to stop loving you.
And now i'm hardly trying to,
Wish me luck then...
:)
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